Tuesday, December 20, 2016

Scripture Confessions

God makes me a part of what He does. I don’t get to make the rules. I don’t get to control it. And I don’t get to say what the timing is.

He will not always let me in on the play-by-play. I am not promised detailed descriptions, only that the final outcome will be for my good and His glory. By God not giving me explanations at each turn it builds my faith. I can go to Him in prayer asking Him to calm my anxious heart. I can ask Him to increase my faith so I am not consumed by the questions, fears, or doubts. It is God’s job to unfold my future. It is my job to trust and glorify Him as He does. I will not fear for God hath willed His truth to triumph through me.

God means what He says. What He says goes. His powerful Word is sharper than a surgeon’s scalpel, cutting through everything, cutting through doubt cutting through every evil defense, laying us open to listen and obey. Nothing and no one is impervious to God’s Word. We can’t get away from it—no matter what.- Hebrews 4:12

From this time forward I believe what GOD says and I doubt my doubts.

I continue earnestly in prayer being vigilant in it with thanksgiving. I pray that God would open to me a door. I have surely overcome doubt. I have placed my faith in the WORD of GOD. I depend on that more sure word of prophecy. I don’t allow my 5 sense to dominate my thinking. I am blessed as I believe without seeing. There is a greater anointing on believing THE WORD than believing signs and wonders. God PROMISED ME He told me to Fear not for I am with you be not dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you yes I will help you I will uphold you with my righteous right hand- Isaiah 41:10

When I am afraid I put my trust in You-Ps 56:3 

Where the word of a king is, there is power; and who may say to him, “What are you doing?” — Ecclesiastes 8:4

For from me the WORD of the LORD has sounded forth.

Faith cometh by hearing and hearing by the WORD of GOD.-Rm 10:17

Until the time that His WORD came to pass The WORD of The LORD tested him.- Ps 105:19

But He knows the way that I take when He has tried me I shall come forth as gold-1 Peter 1:3-5

The Lord is trustworthy in all He promises and faithful in all He does. Ps 145:13

For with God nothing will be impossible. Behold the maidservant of The LORD Let it be to me according to Your WORD. There is a blessing in believing the fulfillment of God’s WORD. God says Blessed is she who believed for there will be a fulfillment of those things which were told her from the LORD.

LORD make me gentle just as a nursing mother that cherishes her own children.

I keep my house clean and my husband happy. I am a joyful mother of children.

For I will look favorably and make you fruitful multiply you and form my covenant with you- Lev26:9

For your shame you shall have double and for confusion they shall rejoice in their portion therefore in their land they shall possess the double everlasting joy shall be unto them- Is 61:7

Shall I bring to the birth and not cause to bring forth? Saith the LORD shall I cause to bring forth and shut the womb? Saith thy GOD. Is 66:9

Before she travailed she brought forth before her pain came she was delivered of a man child –Is 66:7

I need a miracle a supernatural intervention from GOD I realize that GOD has a miracle for me. God is in complete control of childbirth. I will now change my words to agree with what the BIBLE- God’s WORD has said. I will make my words agree with His WORD.

I have faith in God’s WORD to bring to pass what man has declared impossible.  I have taken God’s WORD and changed my circumstances through faith and prayer. My prayers will change things. I have made up in my mind and determined in my heart that I will pray. I know GOD will hear and answer my prayer because it is His will.
God said I would above all things that you would prosper and be in good health.

This is a simple truth God will hear my prayers.

I pray I will go into labor on my own w/o the assistance of medical induction tactics. I pray I will go into labor at the fullness of time. The right time. God's time. I pray I will be near my family so that they can help me when I go into labor. I pray my family be present at the birth of my child.

I pray my labor and delivery will be short, very quick, and painless. I pray I will not have a knife used on my body.- No incisions on my vagina or uterus. I pray I can pull my baby from my vagina and lay my baby on my chest. I pray my baby will not be afraid. I pray my baby will hear God’s voice. I pray my baby will be whole, healthy and strong.

I will use God’s WORD. I will stand on His WORD. I will have this baby supernaturally without pain. This will be a testimony to the POWER of the Living GOD.

I acknowledge God’s SUPERNATURAL perpetual deliverance from burping, vomiting, constipation, diarrhea, fear, doubt, anxiety, nausea, depression, anger, and fits of rage.

I pray my cervix, uterus, vagina, and perineum will stretch without swelling, tear, rupture, excessive bleeding, or infection.
No weapon formed against me will prosper. God is in control.

Fear ye not me? saith the LORD: will ye not tremble at my presence, which have placed the sand for the bound of the sea by a perpetual decree, that it cannot pass it: and though the waves thereof toss themselves, yet can they not prevail; though they roar, yet can they not pass over it?-Jeremiah 5:22

When he gave to the sea his decree, that the waters should not pass his commandment: when he appointed the foundations of the earth:-Prov8:29

Thou hast set a bound that they may not pass over; that they turn not again to cover the earth. At thy rebuke they fled at the voice of thy thunder they hasted away- Ps 104:9,7

God’s WORD will overcome, alter, and change all circumstances, and complications. His WORD makes things better.
I will have this baby without fear, pain, complications, or problems.
I refuse to allow self, Satan or the world to steal these truths from me, I will continuously make words agree with God’s WORD.

Just as sure as my heel was bruised God shall crush Satan under my feet. Christ has redeemed me from the curse of the law He was made a curse for me. Surely He hath borne my griefs and carried my sorrows. He was wounded for my transgressions He has bruised for my iniquities the chastisement of my peace was upon him and with His stripes I am healed. – Is 53:4-5

Jesus bore my pain, fear, doubt, anxiety, sorrow, suffering, all complications, short comings, and grief. He has received the curse for my sin. I am free because the Son has set me free. I am free indeed.

I live in the region of Goshen and I am near God. My husband and all our children, grandchildren, flocks, herds, and all I have. –Gen 45:10

I have possessions and grow and multiply exceedingly. I live in the best part of the land. God deals differently with the land of Goshen. NO SWARMS of flies. No hail. So that I will know that the LORD is in this land.

I believe in God. I too receive the beauty of His ancient covenant with Israel. I am a Hebrew(Faithful) woman. I am not as the Egyptian (Faithless) women. I am more vigorous and have my babies so quickly that the medical staff glorifies GOD. This type of quick safe delivery Honors GOD! Because the Hebrew women bear their baby quickly. Even the midwives were blessed. All involved were blessed. Yes God dealt well with the midwives and the people! They multiplied and grew very powerful and strong. And it came to pass that because they feared GOD He provided them with houses. God will provide my family with a house. (God blessed us with a house in 2016 as well as our son in 2016!)

I will have my baby fast and easily. I will be kept safe and sound during childbirth.

I will not confer with flesh and blood I don’t need anyone’s unbelief or doubt. I don’t need anyone arguing with me telling me it won’t work. I have enough to do to plead the BLOOD over my own mind. I will not invite any fear, unbelief, or doubt from other people. I will tell myself and agree with GOD. I set myself in agreement with God BY speaking and hearing The WORD.
I agree with God and I am at peace (Job 22:21)

I thank God that I have learned that even if I can’t out think the devil I can out talk him by  submitting to God and imitating what God says. According to the word I submit to God I resist the devil. I am an imitator of God. I am a beloved daughter of God. I walk in love, peace, power, a sound mind, kindness, gentleness, and compassionate forgiveness.

I can set myself in agreement with God’s WORD and by this I walk with God and faith pleases Him. God honors His Own WORD. He will bring it to pass for His own glory. I seek Good not evil that I may live, my husband my live, and each of my children may live and so the LORD the GOD of hosts shall be with me as I have spoken.- Amos 5:14

I have a sober and accurate mind. One that is centered on the WORD of GOD. I am one of God’s sheep. I hear God’s voice and I follow Him. I know His voice. And I will by no means follow a stranger. But I will flee from strangers because I do not know the voice of strangers. I will also resist negative thoughts because God's thoughts are thoughts of peace. I agree in my mind with God's thoughts of peace towards me. I do know God’s voice. I follow His voice because I want to. It is my God given free will decision to respond to the love of God by following His voice. So help me God I will follow until my time to rest has come.

I continually resist circumstances that God never intended for me to accept or tolerate. Jesus intends for me to believe in what He said in spite of circumstances. I am a descendant of Abraham and contrary to hope, in hope I believe. I will not be weak in faith. I will not consider my own body or skills. Just like God’s friend Abraham I also will not waver at the promise of God through unbelief but I am strengthened in faith giving glory to God and I am fully convinced that what He promised He is able to perform in my life.

God said He will rebuke the devourer for my sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of my ground neither shall my vine cast her fruit before the time in the field saith the LORD of hosts.

Therefore I also rebuke, resist, and cast down car and equipment breakdowns, sickness, premature death, adultery, pornography, evil dreams/night terrors/nightmares/ fearful thoughts/nervousness, anger, fits of rage, restlessness, unemployment, accidents, liabilities, catastrophes, bad weather, prejudice and hate driven actions, negative economic conditions in my finances, failure of dreams, lawsuits, broken contracts, harm to my seed, harm to fruit of my womb, or harm to my children. God's positive holy plans for me and my family will come to pass.

No weapon that is formed against me shall prosper; and every tongue that rises against me in judgment I shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and my righteousness is of Jesus, saith the LORD.

We have light, gladness, JOY, and honor. God Always causes us to triumph. THat means God makes us win!
The Lord has called Me from the womb; From the matrix of My mother He has made mention of My name.2 And He has made My mouth like a sharp sword; In the shadow of His hand He has hidden Me, And made Me a polished shaft; In His quiver He has hidden Me.”3 “And He said to me, You are My servant, O Israel, In whom I will be glorified.’4 Then I agreed and said , ‘I have not labored in vain, I have not spent my strength for nothing nor have I spend my strength in vain; Yes surely my just reward is with the Lord, And my work with my God. And now the Lord says, Who formed Me from the womb to be His Servant, To bring me back to Him,
So that I am gathered to Him[
a](For I shall be glorious in the eyes of the Lord, And My God shall be My strength), 2
When we eat the labor of our hands, we shall be happy, and it shall be well with us.
3 As my husband's wife I shall be like a fruitful vine In the very heart of our house,
Our children like olive plants All around our table.4 Behold, thus shall my husband be blessed because he fears the Lord.5 The Lord bless us out of Zion, And we see the good of Jerusalem
All the days of our lives.6 Yes, may my husband and I both see our children’s children Peace be upon Israel!-Ps128

In my distress I cried to the Lord, And He heard me.2 Deliver my soul, O Lord, from lying lips
And from a deceitful tongue. Give the deceitful tongues that rise against me  Sharp arrows of the Lord. Who is a warrior. The LORD who is His NAME. YES Sharp arrows with coals of the broom tree

-2 If God doesn’t build the house, the builders only build shacks. If God doesn’t guard the city,
the night watchman might as well take a nap. It would be useless to rise early and go to bed late, and work my worried fingers to the bone. Because I don’t have to beg GOD HE enjoys giving rest to those He loves? Children are God’s best gift the fruit of the womb his generous legacy Like a warrior’s fistful of arrows are the children of our vigorous youth. Oh, how blessed my husband and I are, with our quivers full of children! Our enemies don’t stand a chance against us; we will sweep them right off our doorstep.-Psalm 127


I believe and obey what God says to me. He says  “Fear not, for I have redeemed you;
I have called you by your name; You are Mine.2 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, Nor shall the flame scorch you.3 For I am the Lord your God,
The Holy One of Israel, your Savior; I gave Egypt for your ransom, Ethiopia and Seba in your place.4 Since you were precious in My sight, You have been honored, And I have loved you; Therefore I will give men for you, And people for your life.5 Fear not, for I am with you;
I will bring your descendants from the east,
God’s same strong east wind that blew back the waters of the red sea ALL night. His east wind is prepared for the purpose of destroying the ungodly and unrighteous.  He will
gather us from the west;6 He will say to the north, ‘Give them up!’
And to the south, ‘Do not keep them back!’ Bring My sons from afar, And My daughters from the ends of the earth—7 Everyone who is called by My name, Whom I have created for My glory;
I have formed him, yes, I have made him.”

Indeed before the day was, GOD was ; And there is no one who can deliver out of God’s hand;
God works, and there is no one that can  reverse it. My Heavenly Father gave Jesus my husband, myself, and our children. WE belong to GOD. Jesus has given us eternal life and we shall never perish neither shall anyone snatch us out of the Jesus’ Hands. Jesus has engraved us on the palm of His Hands. Throughout eternity He will never forget us. The Heavenly Father is Greater than all. And no one is able to snatch us out of our Heavenly Father’s Hands.

Thus says the Lord, who makes a way in the sea And a path through the mighty waters, Do not remember the former things, Nor consider the things of old. 19 Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert. “I, even I, am He who blots out your transgressions for My own sake; And I will not remember your sins.

2 Thus says the Lord who made me And formed me from the womb, who will help me: ‘Fear not,3 For I will pour water on him who is thirsty, And floods on the dry ground; I will pour My Spirit on your descendants, And My blessing on your offspring;4 They will spring up among the grass Like willows by the watercourses.’5 One will say, ‘I am the Lord’s’; Another will call himself by the name of Jacob; Another will write with his hand, ‘The Lord’s,’ And name himself by the name of Israel.

God is the First and He is the Last; Besides Him there is no God. There is no one who can proclaim as He does?. I will not fear. I will not be afraid. I will not be forgotten by God. He has blotted out like a thick cloud my transgressions and like a cloud my sins. I will return to Him for He has redeemed me. I sing along with the heavens because the LORD has done it. The Mountains break forth into singing. The LORD has redeemed me and will continue to glorify Himself in me. My Redeemer formed me from the womb. MY God formed all things and made all things. He stretched out the heavens. God frustrates the signs of the babblers and drives the diviners mad. He turns the wisdom of men backward and makes their knowledge foolishness. He confirms the word of His servants.

God holds my right hand He has opened before me the double doors. So that my gates will not be shut. My gates will be opened. He will go before me and make the crooked places straight. He will align my bones, muscles, ligaments, stomach cavity, pelvic cavity, cervix, vagina, and perineum.  He will break in pieces the gates of bronze. He will cut the bars of iron. God will give me the treasures of darkness and the hidden riches of secret places. God’s Hands stretched out the heavens, He has raised me up in righteousness and He will direct all my ways. Heaven and earth will pass away But God’s words will by no means pass away.

I know that in an acceptable time God has heard me. And in the day of my delivery He will help me. He will preserve me and honor His covenant. Indeed God has spoken it He will bring it to pass. He has purposed it He will bring it to pass. He will do it. Yes before I go into labor I will give birth before any pain comes I will be delivered a healthy child. Surely God has brought me to the time of birth and He will cause my supernatural delivery. He causes delivery and He will open my womb I will not labor in vain. Nor bring forth children for trouble but GREAT shall be the peace of my children. For my descendants are the blessed of the Lord and all their offspring are as well. So as I bless myself in the earth I bless myself in the GOD of truth. My former troubles and c-sections are forgotten and they are hidden from my eyes.

Just as oil is applied to creaky doors. The anointing oil of God’s WORD applied to the door of my baby’s exit will be easily opened w/o pain- In quietude with peace and thanksgiving my baby will exit my body in peace without pain, fear, stress, complications, anxiety, or doubt. I desire for my son to exit my vagina supernaturally with joy I know He will be led out with peace for the mountains and the hills shall break forth into singing before my son.

And The LORD gave victory to David wherever he went. Jesus baptized me in the POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT. Jesus laid the keys of the house of David on my shoulder; So I shall open, and no one shall shut; And I shall shut, and no one shall open. God has complete sway over my body. Thank You GOD that You have sent out Your command to my body. Ephphatha-BE OPENED! Through Jesus’ Intervention my gates that were previously closed-insulated-shut up- and securely barred so that none went out are HEALED! This healing is PERVASIVE. It opens me to others I am able to communicate and relate in a completely fresh and new way. Jesus liberated me and has enabled me to fully live my relationship with GOD and others. I hear the voice of love speaking to my heart, mind and spirit. My uterus, vagina, cervix, perineum, pelvic cavity, muscles and ligaments all hear the voice of healing LOVE. They like my heart, mind, and spirit each learn to speak the language of healing love. Through Jesus’ baptism I speak and breathe the HOLY SPIRIT. Jesus breathed on me and I have, "Received the Holy Spirit. I forgive the sins of any, their sins have been forgiven them; I utterly refuse to retain the sins of any. I will forgive as I have been freely forgiven.

Thank you GOD that my body, mind, heart, and spirit all obey Your command. Your WORD runs very swiftly through my body, mind, heart, and spirit. You have complete sway over my body, mind, heart, and spirit. I know YOU God will open my gates for YOU the LORD my GOD delight in me. According to your miraculous work in Acts 12:10 At the appointed time my baby will pass through the 1st and 2nd guard posts of my body which lead to the iron gate that leads to my arms. My iron gate will open for my baby. The bars of my iron gate which you strengthened will open for my baby. They will each sing open free and without pain. Yes The LORD will open my vagina, cervix, and pelvic cavity and bring my baby out. For it is GOD who takes my baby gently from my womb. My doors will be opened and my chains will be loosed. We will see, know, consider and understand together that the hand of the LORD has done it. And the HOLY one of Israel has created it. For the windows from on High are opened.

I believe therefore I speak. The life of Jesus will be manifested in my body.  I will experience a timely birth my son will see the light of day and live a life totally surrendered to God.

I am a tither and a giver and by this obedience I align my needs with the surplus of God’s supply. God wants me to see Him work in this specific area. He said Prove Me now here with saith The LORD of host- see if I will not open the windows of heaven and pour you out a blessing that you will not have room to receive! I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of your grounds neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field saith the LORD of HOST. I have protection from the adversary. I have victory over the adversary.

GOD said He will pour out a blessing! This means He has poured out endowment and power to produce well-being in every area of my life. God is pouring out blessings that I cannot get from any other place. God promises to be my source. God is NOT limited by my abilities, efforts, or skills. He is not limited by my needs, lack, or short comings. He has decided to respond to my level of faith which works by love. I reach out and take the blessings that rightfully belong to me and my family because of the sacrifice of Jesus.  Lord I have heard your word I believe it. I am a tither and a giver and by your grace I lay claim to these blessings. I resist and refuse to accept every and anything that poses a threat to my well-being in Jesus NAME! Heaven and earth will pass away before one work Jot or tittle will pass away from God’s WORD.

I am with you to deliver you. Whatever I command you, you shall speak. The LORD put forth His hand and touched my mouth and the LORD said to me. Behold I have put my words in your mouth. Then the Lord said to me you have seen well for I am ready to perform My Word. The Lord who has performed and done it. Calling the generations from the beginning I the LORD and the 1st and with the last I am He.

It shall come to pass that before they call I will answer and while they are still speaking I will hear. I asked life from you an you gave it to me. And You have not withheld the request of my lips. Do not remember the former things, Nor consider the things of old. 19 Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert. “I,  even I, am He who blots out your transgressions for My own sake; And I will not remember your sins.

For with God nothing will be impossible. Behold the maidservant of the LORD let it be to me according to Your WORD. I am blessed because I believe there will be a fulfillment of God’s WORD spoken to me. Yes there will be a fulfillment of those things which were told me from The LORD.

I ponder in my heart God’s lesson of the bathroom stall door. You can open the door by unscrewing the 3 hinges or you can slide the door knob open. It is the same with my body. The doctor can perform surgery or he can assist my baby’s exit through my vagina. It is God’s original intent and plan to slide the door knob open. Sin robbed me of perfect health which in turn stole God’s original intent from my sinful body. BUT GOD restores. My faith will not be in the wisdom of men or medical doctors. My faith is in the power of the WORD of GOD.

By faith I myself also receive strength to give birth out of my vagina because I judge Him faithful who has promised. I know God will confirm His WORD with signs following for it is written The LORD works and confirms The WORD. God works and confirms His WORD. Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the WORD of GOD. When faith comes substance shows up. The WORD brings the substance of signs. The WORD of the LORD endures forever. The grass withers the flower fades but the WORD of the LORD endures forever. The WORD of our GOD will stand forever. Heaven and earth will pass away but God’s WORDS will not pass away. God is not a man that He should lie or a son of man that he should change his mind. He said and He will do. He spoke it and He will fulfill it.

I shall serve the LORD my GOD and He shall bless my bread and my water He will take sickness away from the midst of me. I will not cast my young I will not be barren. God will fulfill the number of my pregnancy days. Every WORD of the LORD proves true He is a shield for me I take refuge in HIM. The WORD of the LORD remains forever. Until heaven and earth pass away not an iota not a dot will pass away from the law until ALL is accomplished God promised He will not violate His covenant or alter the WORD that went forth from his lips. God never lies. God cannot tell a lie. All the host of heaven shall rot away and the skies roll up like a scroll. All their host shall fall as leaves fall from the vine like leaves falling from the fig tree. Heaven and earth shall pass away but God’s WORDs will be no means pass away.

I am in Jesus I am a new creature. Jesus whom God raised up was loosed from pains of death because it was not possible that He should be held by it. I am in Jesus it is not possible for GOD to lie. All the promises of God in Jesus are yes and in Him Amen, to the glory of God through us.

My body, uterus, vagina, cervix, pelvic bones, ligaments stomach cavity and muscles all receive strength in the Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. I supernaturally deliver my child through my vagina. This is no marvel. I will not look intently to doctors for a sign that this is a reality. But in Jesus Name through faith in His Name. He has made me strong. This I both know and see. Now as beholding as in a mirror the glory of the LORD I am being transformed into the same image from glory to glory just as by the Spirit. Yes I am fully convinced. Yes the faith that comes through HIM has given me this perfect soundness. These things God foretold by the mouth of all his prophets. Christ has suffered from me. This same Jesus Christ has fulfilled the law and all requirements through death and hath destroyed the devil. He has destroyed the devil and disarmed him, principalities and powers. He made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them in it.

He gives aid to the seed of Abraham. I am the seed of Abraham by faith Christ tasted death for me. He bore all my sin sickness grief pain and suffering so I am free. He whom the son sets free is free indeed. For in that He Himself has suffered, being tempted He is able to aid those who are temped. Yes I have been sanctified through the offering of Jesus Christ once for all sins. This includes all of my sins and the sins committed against me. Therefore I will be kept safe and sound in childbirth as I continue in faith, Love, and holiness with self-control. Lord I cried to You and I am delivered I trust in You and You have delivered me. God has granted me a home and I am a joyful mother of children. I have a loving faithful husband and I am a faithful loving respectful wife. Praise the LORD. I will not be afraid of evil reports My heart is steadfast trusting in the LORD. My heart is established. I will not be afraid my eye will see my desire upon my enemies. They will be defeated I will be victorious.
I have a supernatural quick, pain free, vaginal delivery. I will keep my hand in the Master’s hand for He promised He is with me. He is my God. He will strengthen me. He will help me. He will uphold me with His righteous right hand. I trust in the Word of God I choose to receive the report from the revealed arm and the hand of the LORD. I do not receive the report of the arm and hand of flesh. I will not rely on the beliefs of limited natural abilities and words of humanity I will stand on God’s WORD I will stand on God’s promise. I will rely on God. I will believe in the supernatural power and word of GOD. His word is forever settled in Heaven The WORD of God will not return void. God hears my prayers. And He has turned my circumstances, situations, problems, complications around for the BEST outcome. God’s original intent- Supernatural safe sound quick pain free vaginal childbirth. God has turned it around he opens the windows of heaven and pours blessings on me that I don’t even have room to contain. –I pray for the RAIN. Because my GOD is strong in Power not one word will fail! He gives power to the faint and to them that have no might He increases strength. God will hold my right hand saying unto me. Fear not I will help thee. I will open my heart to receive the implanted word with meekness. I do not belong to those who shrink back and are destroyed but I belong to those who have faith and are saved. My mouth shall speak the praise of the LORD and all my flesh shall bless His Holy Name forever and ever.

I will bear my child and I will carry my child all my healthy pregnancy days. And at my delivery my child will go through the gates God’s hands have stretched open by His mighty POWER. Therefore at the appointed time my gates shall be opened. I shall no longer be termed forsaken where I have been forsaken and hated so that no one went thru me. GOD will open my gates for the Lord delights in me.

I speak over the fear!
I will not be afraid of evil tidings;
My heart is steadfast, trusting in the Lord.-
Psalm 112:7

10 Fear not, for I am with you;
Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you,
Yes, I will help you,
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’-Isaiah 41:10


The Lord is my light and my salvation;
Whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the strength of my life;
Of whom shall I be afraid?-Ps 27:1


No weapon formed against me shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against me in judgment
I shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And my righteousness is from God,”
Says the Lord.-Is 54:17


There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.- 1 John 4:18

I will not fear because God’s perfect Love has been poured out into my heart by the Holy Spirit who was given to me

and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard my heart and mind through Christ Jesus.8 Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—I will meditate on these things.- Philippians 4:7-8

God will keep me in perfect peace,
As my mind is stayed on Him,
Because I trust in Him.-Isaiah 26:3


I am casting all my care upon Him, for He cares for me.-1 Peter 5:7

From birth I have relied on you; you brought me forth from my mother's womb. I will ever praise you.-Ps71:6

23 God has fastened me as a peg in a secure place.

48 I am like a man building a house, who dug deep and laid the foundation on the rock. And when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently against that house, and could not shake it, for it was founded on the rock.[a] 49 I am not like the man who heard and did nothing who built a house on the earth without a foundation, against which the stream beat vehemently; and immediately it fell.[b] And the ruin of that house was great.” Luke 6:48-49

I hear, watch and pray. I obey and stretch out-walk-drink water-eat healthy-Rest-LOVE-and PRAY I obey the command of the LORD. So me also, when I have done everything I was told to do, even then I still say, I am an unworthy servant; I have only done my duty.

The floods have lifted up O Lord the floods have lifted up their voice. The floods lift up their waves. The Lord on High is mightier than the noise of many waters than the mighty waves of the sea. I speak, decree, declare and submit to what God says about me. Because the sea spoke a negative report. The sea has spoken,
The strength of the sea, saying,
“I do not labor, nor bring forth children;
Neither do I rear young men,
Nor bring up virgins.”

No birth, no pregnancy, and no conception!
12 Though they bring up their children,
Yet I will bereave them to the last man.

Give them a miscarrying womb
And dry breasts!
Their root is dried up;
They shall bear no fruit.
Yes, were they to bear children,
I would kill the darlings of their womb.”

Because the sea spoke a negative report the stronghold of the sea spoke out against me. I say O Jehovah Thou rulest the pride of the sea. When the waves thereof arise Thou stillest them. You will set my hand also on the sea and I say I have labored supernaturally I have given birth through my vagina. I have brought forth a healthy strong aint nothing wrong baby. I have nourished him into a healthy strong warrior for God. I have brought up young holy women. Virgins-sexually pure and enraptured with God set aside to shine like the stars. And they are radiant they swell with joy. I have given birth to a health strong baby boy. I have a healthy pregnancy and my conception is ordained by God. He will have mercy on me as I bring up my children in the fear and admonition of the Lord. As I teach them in the way they should go when they are old they will not depart from GOD. I trust God with my children. I speak against miscarriage and I say God will carry my baby full term. I receive blessings on my breasts and womb. I thank him for the life of my darling ones. I give them to God in full trust in His eternal protection.

We should be well pleased with God as a Friend, even when he seems against us as an enemy. We must believe that all shall work for good to us, even when all seems to make against us. We must cleave to God, yea, though we cannot for the present find comfort in Him. In a dying hour, we must derive from Him living comforts; and this is to trust in Him, though He slay us. I obey and stretch out-walk-drink water-eat healthy-Rest-LOVE-and PRAY I obey the command of the LORD. So me also, when I have done everything I was told to do, I say, I am an unworthy servant; I have only done my duty.
For the LORD God is a sun and shield; The LORD gives grace and glory; No good thing does He withhold from those who walk uprightly. God created mankind upright. He made me upright. He will not withhold anything good from me.
I love the Lord because He is my Redeemer, The Holy One of Israel. He is the LORD my God, He teaches me what is best for me, He directs me in the way I should go.”

This is what the Lord says – your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel: I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go.” Isaiah 48:17

Philippians 4:6-7, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” “I sought the Lord and He answered me, He delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to the Lord are radiant, their faces are never covered in shame,

The most important thing in the “birth process” is to be completely surrendered to the Lord our God who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go. It’s good to have a plan, but ultimately the best plan is a heart surrendered to His good and perfect will.

For this child I prayed, and the Lord has granted me my petition which I asked of Him. 28 Therefore I also have lent him to the Lord; as long as he lives he shall be lent to the Lord.” So they worshiped the Lord there.

It is the Lord. Let Him do what seems good to Him. Dear Lord help me trust you beyond any fear I have. Right now I hand over my uncertainties to you. In Jesus Name when I am afraid I will trust in You. I know that the final outcome will be form my good and Your Glory.

We know that all things work together for good to them that love God to him who are the called according to His purpose. Rm 8:28

In the chemistry of THE CROSS God takes things that are horrible and mixes them to make a medicine that brings healing. All things work according to the purpose of Him who works all things after the counsel of His own will.

God I thank you that every problem/challenge/difficulty/disappointment comes special to me from you. It includes a tool box that contains the blessings to work through the tribulation. Help me see every toolbox Lord. Please Amen.

Just as I cannot understand the path of the wind or the mystery of a tiny baby growing in its mother's womb, so I cannot understand the activity of God, who does all things.

He is faithful. He has a future of hope planned for us. He will protect us and provide for us. He knows what He is doing even if at times we are certain He does not. And yes even at times when He seems to be silent The Lord is trustworthy in all He promises and faithful in all He does. Ps 145:13

But I do know-You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother's womb. You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed.

I am full with deep blessed assurance and faith. I stand in the place of intercession for things others say is impossible. I thank God for Holy Virgin Daughters. A holy happy marriage. A faithful husband. A supernatural birth experience in-line with God’s perfect will for me. I thank God for peaceful children that sleep through the night in undisturbed peace and rest. A preacher man son that adores God. Freedom from all my fears. Yes I sought the Lord and He heard me and delivered me from ALL my fears.

In prayer and communion I position myself for things that others say is impossible. In this audience with the King I am changed and I find His provisions for all I ever need.

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

My Heart's With You

Today I realized I'm in love with You
Beyond a Valentine's postcard
Past the isle of perfume and chocolate hugs and kisses
We met on the road of despair
When no one else could come get me You met me there
In this love I can be me
The me You created me to be
And in the absence of pretension I can apprehend the depth of Eternal Love
I now know it's true
Your heart is with me and mine is with You
In this atmosphere my soul breathes Your roses
Beyond the thorns and thistles of earthly cares
A place of utmost peace
In the timeless delight of the place where my heart met You
 
 
My Heart's With You- Virtue

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Forever Yours

Barrier

The window to my soul is blurry
As I lift the shades for only you
I realize
Its scarred, disorganized, and even I don't understand it
But here....I deeply love you
Here.. you occupy my safe zone
When I think of you
No matter where we are
I am never alone
God dissolve my barriers
I need to love past my fear, insecurity, and emotion
I'm accustomed to my peacock display of strength
Inept in the totality of love's purest surrender
In your absence my soul cries
Today wasn't busy enough for me to endure the agony
I. miss. you.
A tinted bubble for our hearts to mingle
To giggle and revel in soul mate's harmony
Thankful He declared you to be mine
Ordained me to be forever yours
Our eternal getaway is His current construction project
My soul loves Jesus
And through that He gave me you


Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Following the Leader

Skip, skip, skip to my lou
Its so much fun following You
One, Two MCAT 1
Three, Four OC Grad on to more
Five, Six Wedding Pics
Seven, Eight Mommie hood takes the cake
Nine, Ten time to do it again
2012 MCAT 2
King Jesus and me are coming 4 you

Saturday, January 14, 2012

I Need YOU

I've gone so far alone
I don't have the first clue how to back track my way home
I miss You
In the deepest and emptiest recesses of my lonely soul
Please come get me
I have no clue how to come get You
The empty scripture quoting, the simple prayer remarks in my mind leave me with a lonely emptiness I can't articulate
I need You
You make me feel alive
Its You I am longing for
The futile attempts to fill this aching void is exhausting and overwhelming
The habits of menial substitutions have charred my heart
Tell me You love me again- still, now, and before-since time began
I need to re-experience the personal and utter totality of Calvary
Hell and back so I never have to
I need to refresh my mind in the clarity of You
King Jesus don't pass me by
I need You
Please carry me I'm so very tired
I need Your strength because mine is expired
Lead me to rest in Your heart-filled with love for me
My home built with Your Own hands
Help me to believe it
Guide me to receive it
And establish my soul in your atmosphere
Absent in fear- immersed in love- perfect in peace
Hold me there despite the storms of my earthly lot

Yesterday

Sometimes I miss you
I wish I could revel in your positivity
and undo all your mishaps
I think about you a lot lately
The familiarity of the moments which then were novel
Yea, its true.. I miss you
I'm different today
so if I re-live you it won't be the same
I guess that makes me sad
Yet simultaneously glad
I mourn the loss your absence supplies
Celebrate the reminisce our triumphs provide
I need to formally greet you so that I can live in this moment
so here goes..
farewell, goodbye, so long

Monday, January 9, 2012

Dream-Realty

In between dream and reality
So many obstacles
Ready to anticipate defeat
I am holding you as tight as I can
Dream you are fragile
I am terrified you will slip through my hand
Excuse me laziness, may you show me the quickest route to motivation
The surest detour from procrastination
I have been on this brink before
And I stand here again
But this time I am not alone
I have roamed and as I consequence of coming home
I now have Your clarity
Your promise of my destiny
I see the horizon of the perpetual day...a dream realized
As I stand on Your faith I can see beyond the cloud of my fear-filled doubt
Yes with the pride kicked from beneath me I can stand in humble awe of You
Dream deferred you are now becoming my reality
Dream Realtor I have a confession
In You I have financed all my heart's desire
I am glad you have determined this lot, this life, this dream... as Yours and mine

Ps 37

Good Afternoon 2012


A New Year has come and the old one flew by. I cant hardly understand how time is going so quickly. I think it has a lot to do with how much I find my self doing from day to day. Gabby is now a toddler and keeping up with her engrosses my whole day! I think I want to freeze time for awhile so I can enjoy the fleeting moments of her babyhood! Well the only real resolutions I have involve completing what I started. I want this year to be a year that I wrap up all the loose ends that I am always going to tie "tomorrow".

Retaking the MCAT
Organizing all my wedding cards
Categorizing all my cards from my sweetie
Redefining my relationship with God
Becoming serious about being a servant
Being more kind and loving to the people I cherish

I have literally made a list already. Some of the things are a bit personal, too personal to post. But I think that sums up the big picture. If I summarized 2011 I would definitely call it a year that God has been developing some serious patience in my life. It hit me like a ton of bricks just yesterday how far I have to go, but also how far He has brought me. I hope to continue to strive and press toward the mark, the high calling of God, for which I exist.

One of the biggest epiphanies this year has been this- God is striving to help us achieve all the plans He has for us. Along the way I have acquired some serious scars. But looking at those scars proves His strength. I have decided to claim His strength and not magnify my weakness. This is going to change not only my perspective, but change my life. So good afternoon 2012 and good night 2011!

Happy New Year!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Burnished Gold

Still in awe of YOU! The following is an excerpt from the writings of Ellen White, on the glory of Jesus' coronation!! Can't wait to be there!!

Far above the city, upon a foundation of burnished gold, is a throne, high and lifted up. Upon this throne sits the Son of God, and around Him are the subjects of His kingdom. The power and majesty of Christ no language can describe, no pen portray. The glory of the Eternal Father is enshrouding His Son. The brightness of His presence fills the city of God and flows out beyond the gates, flooding the whole earth with its radiance.

Nearest the throne are those who were once zealous in the cause of Satan, but who, plucked as brands from the burning, have followed their Saviour with deep, intense devotion. Next are those who perfected Christian characters in the midst of falsehood and infidelity, those who honored the law of God when the Christian world declared it void, and the millions of all ages who were martyred for their faith. And beyond is the "great multitude, which no man could number, of all nations, and kindreds, and people, and tongues, . . . before the throne, and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes, and palms in their hands." Their warfare is ended, their victory won. They have run the race and reached the prize. . . .

In the presence of the assembled inhabitants of earth and heaven the final coronation of the Son of God takes place.- My life today pg.351

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Gold


Gold is very beautiful! God obviously thinks so as well, because his home (heaven) has streets that are lined with it. In Revelation 21:21 it says, The twelve gates were twelve pearls: each individual gate was of one pearl. And the street of the city was
pure gold, like transparent glass.

God Himself has said that in His dealings with us He is acting as a Refiner. He states this clearly in Malachi 3:3: He will sit as a refiner and a purifier of silver; He will purify the sons of Levi, And purge them as gold and silver, That they may offer to the LORD
An offering in righteousness.


God is trying me in the fire just as gold is tried in the fire. The refiner knows the exact temperature to purify the gold. God knows the exact set of circumstances to orchestrate my permanent refinement. The intense heat of refinement will never destroy me! I know many of you have heard this analogy before, but I ask you to meditate on this promise in a new light! God values us infinitely more than the refiner values his gold. In John 6:51 Jesus tells us, I am the living bread which came down from heaven: if any man eat of this bread, he shall live for ever: and the bread that I will give is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world. God dedicated His life to giving us eternal life. That means that we are very precious to him, our life cost Him His life... God will purify this earth and all sin, suffering, and sorrow will be consumed. God promises in Malachi 4:1, “Surely the day is coming; it will burn like a furnace. All the arrogant and every evildoer will be stubble, and the day that is coming will set them on fire,” says the LORD Almighty. “Not a root or a branch will be left to them. We are being purified now so that we will be pure and holy and able to abide with God in His holy habitation. In Amos 4:11 God reminds us, "you were like a firebrand plucked from the burning". God has invested in the refiner's business to purify all of His children. His life covers our life with holiness, perfection, beauty and infinite value. Because of this He has plucked us out of sure destruction and determined to make us holy. God is very much concerned about us and personally invested in purifying us to enable us to live with Him forever. I am thankful for His love, thankful for His providence, and very thankful for His patience.

Friday, November 4, 2011

Vegan Recipe Index



I am trying to keep track of all the recipes I find online that I would like to try for Gabby. I haven't tried most of these but when I do I will post about the ones she really enjoys :))

Muffins/Cupcakes

Pancakes/Waffles

Bread

Cookies/Candy

Main Dish

Side Dish


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Vegan Blueberry Muffins


Well it seems like forever. And today I thought wow I might as well delete my blog I never write here anymore! But today I realized I need to write about all my vegan baking adventures!! My sweet baby girl is allergic to several things- milk, eggs, peanuts, tomatoes, soy, pineapples, cashews, and chicken... She is 13 months and baby food no longer fills her up. So I have been on an mission to figure out what to bake for my sweet little angel. Along the way I have had a lot of fun, and she seems to enjoy everything I have made so far:

Oatmeal waffles
Jam Swirled Pancakes
Zucchini Muffins
Vanilla Cupcakes
and... Blueberry Muffins

Today I just felt like blueberry muffins soooo I checked out Baking Illustrated from the local library and decided to make some. They were absolutely AMAZING! Gabby kept on pointing to them and crying and I felt really bad soo I did a quick search on the internet and found some vegan blueberry muffins! I halved the recipe to make 6 adorable little muffins. She is in LOVE. As we speak she is finishing off one whole muffin!


  • 2 tbsp oil
  • 4 tbsp unsweetened applesauce
  • 1/4 scant teaspoon salt
  • 1/2 scant cup sugar
  • 1 cup flour
  • 1/2 tbsp baking powder
  • 1/2 tsp vanilla
  • 4 tbsp vanilla rice milk
  • 1 cup frozen blueberries
  • Directions:

    1. 1) Preheat oven to 350°F.
    2. 2) Line muffin cups with paper liners or spray with nonstick spray.
    3. 3) Mix all ingredients together until moistened.
    4. 4) Divide batter evenly among the muffin cups. Each should be filled 3/4 full.
    5. 5) Bake 15-20 minutes or until the tops are firm.
    6. 6) Cool on a wire rack

    Makes 6 muffins